here i 
       go
again
caught in the 
               middle 
with you
trapped here
between
just
      between
caught in the 
middle
       middle
              middle
man
the middleman
of
      stagnation
the go-between
of
never
      change
never
             grow
never
                  challenge
lost here
in the fog
of 
     almost
and
            maybe
     and
                  that’s too far
here
hear the cry
of 
the moderate
"save
the  
status
quo"
Today I sit with myself, uncomfortably and awkwardly, as I face myself – and my own implicit bias towards a status quo. I am comfortable here – the world does not disown me, or hate me, or turn it’s back from me. I am safe here.
And, you are not – you who are other, different, more-than-human, or simply more. You deserve more and better than this, this deeply white, deeply hetero, deeply capitalist now – this status quo.
Today I begin to unwind a lifetime of sitting with the way things are – too comfortable to make them the way things should be.
